"You start to wonder why you're here not there..."
Yeah, I'm wondering. I'm pondering why I'm waiting here in this rut. I stopped climbing my mountain halfway. What was I waiting for? I'm not done yet. I need to finish what I started. It's time for me to continue my journey with or without the people I started it with.
So, I begin my journey again... I don't really know the entire purpose of this "journey," but I'm going to change some more. Today, I had a realization. I realized that I'm growing up -- fast. I cannot stop either. I've got a car, a job, possibly another job, and things to do. I have no time to waste or spend on meaningless nonsense. I've waited long enough for things to turn around on their own; however, I have to be the change I want to see.
As far as guys are concerned, if you want me, you have to come get me. Catch me if you can.
I'm not going to say that I'm the perfect person that everyone wants, but I do have the confidence and respect for myself to not settle for just anyone. I know what I deserve. I deserve the best; I deserve someone who needs me, not just wants me. I should have a man that wouldn't trade me for anything or anyone. Will that man ever come? Only God knows that answer, but until that day, I'm living my life.
I have let myself down one too many times... That's something I'm not proud of. I'm better than that. So now I'm letting go of the baggage, drama, issues, etc. and starting fresh.
Hello world. It's nice to meet you.
According to me, I think I'll start a new life. I think I'll start it over where no one knows my name.
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