This post has nothing to do with the context of that song. However, it does have to do with motivation or the lack thereof.
Lately, I've had little to no motivation. I hate that. I feel so lazy and bad. Guilt lingers in my mind and drives me crazy.
So today I was woke up by my sister whining about toothpaste and other nonsense. After she left for school, it was quiet for about 2 minutes, then my brother decided to play drums. Because drumming at 8am is so great! Not.
Since I was up, I decided to go for a walk/jog around the neighborhood before it got too hot. Besides, I also like getting some fresh air and a chance to clear my head. It was a nice walk/jog except for the neighborhood dogs; I swear they are stupid. Always barking at something, even if it's just air. Now I was all hot and sweaty -- yippee! Time to clean the room. I filled about 5 trashbags with things to send to Goodwill. I didn't even double think what I was donating. I just wanted it all gone. That's part of moving on, you know. Time flew by and I had to go to my job interview. That was alright. Off to Goodwill where the guys definitely thought I was a hottie! hahaha. I stopped by the pediatrician's office for my sister, then went home. Somehow my cleaning spree died and I watched tv. I don't know what happened.
Later, I put in the Dead Poet's Society and did a little bit more work in my room. I still need to get all my old books and papers out so that I can have more floor space. Living away at college and having to move in and out after each year makes a bedroom a complete wreck! I cannot stand a messy room or house. When I get my own place, it will be so organized and clean. I'd be the perfect housewife. hahaha.
According to me, motivation should be like an ingredient in food so that I could just eat it and go!
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