What else is there to do when you've got a load on your heart and mind? I just stare and think about everything. Sometimes I get a headache from all the thoughts running through my mind. I suppose there's nothing wrong with thinking, but I guess it's what you think about that matters. I reflect many times a day on where I want to be in the next hour, day, week, 5 years. I think about my family members who I rarely see or speak to. I think about friends new and old. I think about what's next on my To Do list. I enjoy contemplating in general. What would I do without music to help express my thoughts and feelings? A good friend of mine and I used to always laugh about there's a song for everything. I still believe that statement to be true. It's a good feeling to just let your mind run free and just sing and rock to the music. There's no need for words; the singers say it all.
"All that bullsh*t is for the birds; you ain't nothing but a vulchur. Always hoping for the worst, waiting for me to... You'll regret the day that I find another [one], yeah." - Chris Brown
Can I truly say bye-bye to it all? This may sound cheesy, but I want to chuck up my deuces to everything. When the going gets tough, the tough pull through, but don't the tough want to escape sometimes? I need a break from life... A nice drive in a sunny countryside followed by sitting on the hood of the car enjoying the breeze sounds a-m-a-z-i-n-g right now. Maybe that'll happen one day, but for now it's back to the stress of real life - studying, writing, reading, performing, etc., etc., etc.
According to me, music soothes a troubled soul.
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